you don't know me well

Posted by I am Who I am :) ,

you donno what i want

you donno what i feel 
you donno how hard i tried to be a girl that you wanted 
you donno how to make me happy you just know how to hurt me 
you never respect me 
you donno when i feel, you just know when i feel happy
you donno what i need
you never want to listen to me ,i am wrong and you are right
you donno when i need your care 

you donno everything about me 

you just know 
i am happy with you 
i always listen to you 
i always follow you 
i always accompany you 
i always help you.....

if oneday i don't listen to you 
will you angry to me ?

if oneday i don't follow what you want 
will you mad to me ?

if oneday i really disagree and totaly change my life
will you scold me ?

i donno why you do this to me 
i just need something from you please respect me and everyone have their own life 
don't all child have to follow their parent's plan 
i know every parent want the best for the child 
but if you donno what the child want and keep force them to do what you wanted 
will that child happy ?

i want to have my own life and don't want to follow your plan 
i wish oneday you can understand me well.......

my holiday 60% make me happy.

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friends and best friends

Posted by I am Who I am :) ,

do you know what is the different between "FRIEND" and "BEST FRIEND" ??

FRIEND

  • you know my name and my back ground
  • you always accompany me 
  • when i need you i ask your help 
  • when i am happy you always be there
  • give me advice when i need it
  • i can't go to your privacy
  • you seldom say sorry 
  • we are close in this place only 

BEST FRIEND
  • you know what is my bad attitude
  • you always accompany me wherever i go 
  • you always say offer your help to me
  • when i am happy you said i am happy to see happy 
  • i don't need to ask your advice, you always remind me 
  • both of use can share privacy 
  • you know when i sad, have problem, emo 
  • you always say sorry to me when you done wrong things to me 
  • seldom make me disappointed 
  • we are close everywhere and anywhere
  • you know what tings that can make me happy and unhappy
i love you my best friends 

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busy weeks

Posted by I am Who I am :) ,

i am busy right now ?

please don't disturb me hheehhehehe

ya these few weeks i am so busy ....
i am rushing my assignments
i am doing my assignment this week, so next week i can have a lot of time to study for final......
i hate this sem
too short everything too fast

i just finished do this, just want to take a rest 1st
and then next week lecture said test 2 already......
such as no time to breath.....

everything too fast la.......
i miss to play and hang out with jason, sally, pauline, kristy, daren, junior, kah jong.....

i have decided after this sem i won't go holiday go other place but i will spend time with shopping
since this sem i am crazy in shopping and collecting my clothes, shoes, heels and so on.......

stupid elisa, final haven't come yet you already talked about holiday time. hehehehhehehehe



start next week will be busy week for me...
assignments submit and then test 2 come after test FINAL.........

wish me luck and good luck
elisa keep praying to god and be a good girl.

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'BLA BLA BLA" are bullshit for me

Posted by I am Who I am :) ,

i give you a warning !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


if you want to talk, think 1st before you talk
if you want to make a promise, please think carefully
don't simply make promise and talk something
if you think you can't hold that promise and do it

don't ever talk if you think you can't do it...
better keep silence

1st or second time you do that to me and you make me disappointed
don't wish you will get my trust anymore

i won't respect you
if you keep doing like that to me.

last time you said sweet word to me and now >??????
zero for me

i am really disappointed with you

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future and study

Posted by I am Who I am :) ,

g lg pusink dan banyak mikir bngt mikir jax terus kerjaan ku

pusink daaaaaaaaaaaaaa !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

g br jax dapat result ku da failed 1 subject krng failed lagi 2 sungguh kgk tau la apa yg terjadi ma diri ku
g kgk salah kan orng laen memang g sendiri yg bodoh dan kgk belajar bnr2
tapi efek dari kejadian nich sungguh bikin g sad dan keeping thinking pai tali otak g mau putus kalek yaxhhhhhhhhh

g mikir :
gmn g graduation later ?
gmn yaxh ntar g tarning nya ?
apakah g traning nya ma tmn2 bareng base ku pa kgk?
gmn dngn sem nich ?
berapa subject yg mesti g ambil sem nich?
apa kan g akan pisah belajar ma tmn2 se base ku?
ntar klo g belajar ma junior gmn yaxh?
ntar g sndr di hilton gmn yaxh?
trs ntar g ambil commercial production nya kgk bareng tmn2 se base ku gmn yaxh?
ntar g ambil subject waiters kgk bareng mereka gmn yaxh ?


sungguh msh bnyk lagi pertanyaan yg ada di otak ku
pasti you guys yg baca nich mikir g nich depend bngt ma tmn
ku akui emang yaxh soal nya g jarang da temen yg junior klo kgk a tmn base ku nich g mau ma sapa lagi di kelas

g tuh cm bisa berdoa jax ma tuhan agar g di berikan ketabahan dan kekuatan, tuhan berikan keberanian dan hal baru buat ku

g cm bs serah kan semua nya ma yg atas jax moga saja dia selalu berada di samping ku dan membimbing ku ke jalan yg bnr
ku percaya Tuhan pasti sedang merencakan hal yg indah di balik kegagalan ku kale nich

"Tuhan bantu la anak mu nich dalam menjalan kan hidup nya dan jgn bar kan pertanyaan2 bodoh nich disturb otak ku. otak ku da pusink gara2 mikir hal begini TUHAN BERIKA AKU KETENANGANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
A M I N !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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BYE BYE !!!!!!!!

Posted by I am Who I am :) ,

i should say bye bye to you

you ever made me disappointed and unhappy
i just want to say i want to give up in this stupid relationship
i knew maybe some of our friends or supporter with our closer will feel sad and don't like my this decision

but i am sure
now i am feeling started to hate you.....
now you are nothing for me.....
i want to leave you and to forget you....

maybe you are not for me
since i met you i never felt happy.
i am a stupid girl that ever liked you before


i want to thanks to god. he show to me the truth
luckily i haven't felt in love with you
so will easy for me to forget you......

you are looking for when you need me
i think my decision is the right one
i will not regret it
no more you again in my life....
i hope you don't find me for a helping you again
cause i will not help you anymore

no missing you anymore

bye to you
bye to your family also .....



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Posted by I am Who I am :) ,

FINAL, FAIL

these 2 word made me afraid, can't sleep well, keep thinking stupid thing, unhappy.

this few week made unhappy
final is coming
ohhh NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

this semester i feel a bit scare because i am taking 5 subjects. HR,HO,LAW,MARKETING, EVENT.
HR = i need to study hard cause in my course work i didn't get high mark
same as my HR, HO also i have a bit problem in my course work AAAAAAAAAAAAA

event and marketing maybe i can handle it, cause i like marketing so, it should be ok for me

how about law !!!!!!!!!!!!!
actually law can make me die directly
i hate law.......
any thing that related to law , I HATE IT FOREVER
the tips that lecture gave also can kill me......

more tips more knife o kill my mind, i need to remember a lot of thing...........

i need support and i need to something that can relax my mind 1st before study for these subject.
sureeeeee i am not confident to pass all these subject well.......

ohhhhh god what should i do
i know you guys will say "go study and don't play too much'
i know that but these few subject need to memories the definition and so on.....
all need to HAPALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

my mind doesn't enough liau to keep this all thing.

i really wanna go crazy don't what i have to do
oh god please lead to your way, teach me how to study well in my final.....

if i can wish something from your help jesus
i would like to say ' i don't want to fail i want to pass all"

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Posted by I am Who I am :) ,

hari ini g bnr2 sedih bngt

someone da rusakin hari ku, bikin mood ku jadi bad mood !!!!!!!!!
today whole day class so tired la ........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i hate Tuesday
but today god show to me his miracle
g percaya akan kepedulian mu tuhan, di saat ku sedih dan tidak bisa menerima keadaan nich dia memberikan ku keajaiban dan itu bnr2 bekerja dan g merasakan nya. sungguh ku beryukur sekali. g tau tuhan itu peduli dan selalu berada di sisi ku di saat ku susah dia selalu mengulurkantangan nya memberikan bantuan kepada ku
thanks yesus i love you !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

elisa gambate !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Posted by I am Who I am :) ,

this is my 1st blog

i don't know what should i write in my 1st blog
but today i was so happy thanks a lot to jason and daren, i love you guys hehehehehehhe
they made me feel better now from my bored and today me and jason made a noisy in law class, mr kho i am sorry yaxh for my disturbing hehehehhehe
i am doing my marketing assignment now
hopefully can finish it tonite......

that's all
elisa gambateh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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