please answer me????

Posted by I am Who I am :) ,

god i wish i can speak with you, i am confused with my life now, i need you much. please show me your way and lead me. i have a lot of problem i am facing now, i donno what should i do. you are the only that i can trust. you are the only one can help me

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F U C K your L O V E

Posted by I am Who I am :) ,

i don't love you but i just donno whether i still love you or not.....

in this short time you put the color in my love life. black, red, pink grey and so on....
i want to try to like you but you always make me disappointing and confused. i just can answer i donno and don't understand with this relationship..... 
i am your toys or i am your lovely girl.
everyday say i love you, i miss you... is that true or just a WORD from your mouth.
i am scare, afraid to take this risk. 
i want to serious with you but i don't see effort from you.... 
i hate this kind of love. your love is really SUCK 

you never show to me your effort.....
you never share everything with me......
you never ask and wanted to know how is my life is going on.....
i never hear you speak "we" "our relationship"
you never start 1st.....
i don't understand you LOVE.....
i know you don't truly like me....
i know you just playing with me 
you keep lying to me 


what i know is...
if a boy like and love his girl so much....
he will never force ask this girl to do everything for him 
he will never make this girl angry 
he will afraid his lovely girl leave him...
he will tell and share everything with his girl  
he always give but never ask for feedback 
he will try to learn and understand his girl with asking.....
he will like to talk about the personal life with the girl 
he will talk " we"  "us"
he will find his girl everyday 
he will make the girl is the 1st one and important for him
he will listen carefully every word the girl speak it out.
he will not make his girl worry, scared
he will always like to see his girl happy and smile every time when they meet
he will respect his girl, he will say " may i " asking permit 1st 

i don't need every day you say i love you i miss you and so on......
i just need your effort, i don't need you word......
please be sincerely to me..... so that i can respect and love you as you love me too....
if you treat me like your toy then you won't get anything from me, you will lost me forever.....




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S T R E S S

Posted by I am Who I am :) ,

i am stress with my exam that is coming soon
i am stress with my training
i am stress with my holiday....
i am stress with everything that come to me now.....

god i need your direction, i need your clue....
i need you so much.....
i hope that you will come to help me
i know you will not let me fall into the darkness
i wish that you could help me, to solve my problem.....

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i am back

Posted by I am Who I am :) ,

hello guys lama da kgk tulis blog kgn nich ma blog ku hehehhehe
kgk terasa da 2011 dan not much change from my self,still same,,,,,,
how are you guys lately ???? everything is ok right ?
now i am taking 3 subject law, hr and f and b 2
i wish this year i will be more lucky, more pretty hehhee, makin setia dech ma tuhan ku....
kgk banyak yg mau g tulis soal nya da jam 2:43 krng....
da ngantuk bngt nich mau tidur....
g janji dech g bakalan rajin2 lagi nulis blog.....
bye ,,,,
good nite....
wish you guys have a nice dream.....

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you don't know me well

Posted by I am Who I am :) ,

you donno what i want

you donno what i feel 
you donno how hard i tried to be a girl that you wanted 
you donno how to make me happy you just know how to hurt me 
you never respect me 
you donno when i feel, you just know when i feel happy
you donno what i need
you never want to listen to me ,i am wrong and you are right
you donno when i need your care 

you donno everything about me 

you just know 
i am happy with you 
i always listen to you 
i always follow you 
i always accompany you 
i always help you.....

if oneday i don't listen to you 
will you angry to me ?

if oneday i don't follow what you want 
will you mad to me ?

if oneday i really disagree and totaly change my life
will you scold me ?

i donno why you do this to me 
i just need something from you please respect me and everyone have their own life 
don't all child have to follow their parent's plan 
i know every parent want the best for the child 
but if you donno what the child want and keep force them to do what you wanted 
will that child happy ?

i want to have my own life and don't want to follow your plan 
i wish oneday you can understand me well.......

my holiday 60% make me happy.

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friends and best friends

Posted by I am Who I am :) ,

do you know what is the different between "FRIEND" and "BEST FRIEND" ??

FRIEND

  • you know my name and my back ground
  • you always accompany me 
  • when i need you i ask your help 
  • when i am happy you always be there
  • give me advice when i need it
  • i can't go to your privacy
  • you seldom say sorry 
  • we are close in this place only 

BEST FRIEND
  • you know what is my bad attitude
  • you always accompany me wherever i go 
  • you always say offer your help to me
  • when i am happy you said i am happy to see happy 
  • i don't need to ask your advice, you always remind me 
  • both of use can share privacy 
  • you know when i sad, have problem, emo 
  • you always say sorry to me when you done wrong things to me 
  • seldom make me disappointed 
  • we are close everywhere and anywhere
  • you know what tings that can make me happy and unhappy
i love you my best friends 

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busy weeks

Posted by I am Who I am :) ,

i am busy right now ?

please don't disturb me hheehhehehe

ya these few weeks i am so busy ....
i am rushing my assignments
i am doing my assignment this week, so next week i can have a lot of time to study for final......
i hate this sem
too short everything too fast

i just finished do this, just want to take a rest 1st
and then next week lecture said test 2 already......
such as no time to breath.....

everything too fast la.......
i miss to play and hang out with jason, sally, pauline, kristy, daren, junior, kah jong.....

i have decided after this sem i won't go holiday go other place but i will spend time with shopping
since this sem i am crazy in shopping and collecting my clothes, shoes, heels and so on.......

stupid elisa, final haven't come yet you already talked about holiday time. hehehehhehehehe



start next week will be busy week for me...
assignments submit and then test 2 come after test FINAL.........

wish me luck and good luck
elisa keep praying to god and be a good girl.

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